Holiday Season
This past weekend was Christmas, and it went fairly well. There was a huge blow to my ego that I couldn’t really do much for the kids, but they enjoyed what they got. I missed seeing Furball very much- it feels like the past 4 days have been awful when in comes to being in contact with him. This is always bad for me, I know I’m starting to feel very clingy, so I know he must notice it. He’s good to me though, and humours me, not getting mad at me for it at all. In fact, he just assures me and promises me more hugs. Yesterday we had a great time, we had a game night at Folly, and got everyone in voice, so it was big fun.
Poor Furball broke his wrist the day after Christmas, so he can’t type so quickly or so well as he’d like. This means less computer time- so no chatting with him while I’m at work- and, unfortunately, it means postponing the partnering. I can’t lie, I’m fairly disappointed about this, but I’m not really saying anything to him about it. It’ll happen, I know, I just get uneasy when it’s getting put off. When things get put off, they tend not to happen. But well see, I won’t get too worried just yet. I know he wants it, so.. *deep breath* I’m working on having faith.
a kitten in a room ful of rocking chairs
Today’s the day. Sooooo nervous. And excited. And happy. And excited. And nervous.
*bouncebouncebouncebouncebouncebounce*
Wedding Bells
On my birthday, Furball proposed, for us to be partnered. He asked, ICly, and it looks as though we’re to have two weddings- an in character one and an out of character one. The in character one will be this Thursday, and I’m really very nervous about it. Nervous happy, of course, but nervous. I need to write up something to say, and that always makes me a wreck, since I’m always afraid of being too emotional/sappy/just plain stupid. The second one will come after the new year, we haven’t decided on an exact date for that.
Stalker’s back again… it’s upsetting how he always pops up in alts, finding me, trying yet again. I’m doing my best to ignore him, as usual. Still, I don’t understand why he’s wasting both our time again.
I’ve got my dresses for the weddings already… the one for IC is…. well, I’m settling, frankly. It’s beautiful, although I think there’s a designer I know, the sidhe, who could do it better. She refuses though, and so really there’s nothing to be done. I’ll deal with the one I’ve got. Since it’s in the ceremony garden, there’s not much decoration to be added, but I’m going to check and see if I can add a few things here and there.
The Bootmaster isn’t speaking to me again. I figure she’ll cool down in a couple days, so hopefully before the wedding. If she’ll come- she wouldn’t come to my birthday celebration because she was moping, so who knows if she’ll come to the wedding.
He still hasn’t caught onto the issues with his profile though. And I don’t know how to tell him, without sounding petty, that after seeing for months and months the lovely thing he had with the grins and the sweet sentiments for his ex… that seeing her still there over mine and with a happy face, and then with my little, thanks for being there, message… Am I chopped liver? We’ve been dating for almost 2 months, we’re about to get partnered, I’d like something more than just a thanks for being there. But again, this is one of those things I’ve learned the hard way about. If you make a fuss about someone’s profile, it’s just going to make you angry and not satisfied when they do what you want. So I just wait and hope and pray that he does something. I told him his profile makes me grumpy last night, and he was like wha? why? So maybe he’ll look at it and figure it out. I dunno.
Ok… back to work. *sighs*
